results are getting published one by one. it stated last sunday. the 1st result was DLD-II and by the grace of Almighty, i have got an "A+" there. Practically, i did an awesome result. i got 65 out of 70 in the final and its really a huge shot. and i m too grateful to Almighty for my success. but the good news end here. after that, yesterday, Machine III was published, and i got a "C" there. i got only 23 out of 70 there. my exam was not good, but i never thought i would get a C in this subjected. its totally unexpected for me. i just dont know how its happened. and i also dont know why its happened. but the fact is its just happened and i dont have anything else practically without accepting it. but its not so easy.
then today, linear result come's up. the exam was shocking and we all are just thinking what would happen. all of us were nurvous, worried and tensed. but when the result comes up, I got another C there and most of the people around me did much better result than me. basically C is ok in linear, but when i saw the other peoples result around me, it just hurts me like hell. i dont know why it comes about "unexpectedly better", it never ever happened to me. never. ya thats true, i got an "A+" in DLD, but my exam was also good in that subject. but i dont know, why i never got a "TOTALLY UNEXPECTED GOOD" result. when it comes about "luck", why it always backfire me. i really dont know...
the people around me where telling there GPA will not reach 3 in this semester, but at this moment, the fact is all of them has more then "3" what i dont have.. and i think finally, all of them will have more than 3, but my GPA will not even "3".
no-one has nothing to do with it. not even me. all i can do is to accecpt it and i m trying so hard to do so. this is reality, this is life which most of the time betray me.
