a difficult day at work... even more difficult day in life

20 may 2014

SARA Tower, Level 16

Office of Merchant Banking and Portfolio Management Division

United Commercial bank Ltd &

UCB Capital Managemet Ltd.

yesterday, 19 may 2014, i passed out at 9:45 pm without any clue. i got up early today, came to work at office with one of my colleague at around 9:40 am. the first thing that surprised me, my data-center of UCB Capital Management is out of power! no servers, no routers, no switches have any power and my online UPS is running. i checked the main switch board and found, one circuit breaker tripped. i turned it back on and VOLA!!! now we have power... but that's not the end of story, its just the beginning.

it takes me around 5-7 minutes to log in into DSE Trading server. like everyday, i was doing so. to be assured everything is working fine, i tried to send some echo packets to DSE Server and it replied "REQUEST TIME OUT"... shit.. i thought one connectivity is down... so i tried with the second one... but yet no luck... that one is also down... TWO trading connectivity is down at the same time and DSE Trading is starting in 20 minutes !!! while i was informing UCBL ITD regarding this, electricity failed... and the generator wasn't turning on. my on line UPS provided backup for only 10 minutes, and then everything is out again. i send a team to reinstate the generator. they successfully did so, but both of my connectivity are still down... after 3 hours of endless phone calls and co-ordination, one ISP re-established the connectivity at around 1.. and i resumed the DSE Trading System.

after that, had a good lunch with polaw, beef and vegetables.. good food...

the anxiety and rush took the toll on me... now i m feeling drained....

life.

its never easy.

its like 10:48 AM, saturday, december 17, 2011. I m still lying on my bed and still under the "leep". Its quite cold outside. And i am waiting the clock reaches 11, i need to awake panka as she has her final exam of third semester starting to day.

Last week, it wasn't that bad. At office we all got a raise. Its effective from July 01, 2011. The first thing i did after receiving the letter from our Managing Director & CEO, was i calculated that whether it will allow me to buy Sony Ericsson Arc or not... And yes, it does :-)

Yesterday, I went to meet panka. I took her shopping at priyo. She bought some of her necessities from there. After that we went to Almas, where she bought some snacks, cheeps and juice. From there we went to Nando's. We had a portugise dish which was actually awesome along with chicken strips. Panka had a Goa Lemon and i had a Bottom-less-coke. From there, i droped her home and came home at 9.

At thursday night, i slept for about 13 hours, and at friday night, i had a sleep of about 7 hourse long. I had a good time with panka, as well as with my family. This is a perfect weekend i can think off.

I love winter as it enables me to get inside the "leep", it remebers me my childhood. I love winter among the other seasons.

Enough of talking... Me, taneem hasan signing out... Have a good day... Love u all...

A Feeling

Today, Abbu and me came home to-gather. After dinner, abbu asked me to buy some milk, orange and bananas for ammu. after dinner, ammu told me several times not to go, as she don't had the intention to have them now, but i insisted. On my way out, ammu told me, abbu wished to have some coffee. i said ok. i brought everything. i was a bit late, as i went to fahad bhaia's place to bring my flash drive back. and as i was late, ammu called me to know where i am....

when i came home, ammu had an orange. i don't know why, it felt me so good.

MAY ALLAH BLESS MY MOM AND DAD !!!

Priyanka calling. it has already been a missed call. i got to call her back asap.

so babye...

see you later...

results of 3-1are coming one by one

results are getting published one by one. it stated last sunday. the 1st result was DLD-II and by the grace of Almighty, i have got an "A+" there. Practically, i did an awesome result. i got 65 out of 70 in the final and its really a huge shot. and i m too grateful to Almighty for my success. but the good news end here. after that, yesterday, Machine III was published, and i got a "C" there. i got only 23 out of 70 there. my exam was not good, but i never thought i would get a C in this subjected. its totally unexpected for me. i just dont know how its happened. and i also dont know why its happened. but the fact is its just happened and i dont have anything else practically without accepting it. but its not so easy.

then today, linear result come's up. the exam was shocking and we all are just thinking what would happen. all of us were nurvous, worried and tensed. but when the result comes up, I got another C there and most of the people around me did much better result than me. basically C is ok in linear, but when i saw the other peoples result around me, it just hurts me like hell. i dont know why it comes about "unexpectedly better", it never ever happened to me. never. ya thats true, i got an "A+" in DLD, but my exam was also good in that subject. but i dont know, why i never got a "TOTALLY UNEXPECTED GOOD" result. when it comes about "luck", why it always backfire me. i really dont know...

the people around me where telling there GPA will not reach 3 in this semester, but at this moment, the fact is all of them has more then "3" what i dont have.. and i think finally, all of them will have more than 3, but my GPA will not even "3".

no-one has nothing to do with it. not even me. all i can do is to accecpt it and i m trying so hard to do so. this is reality, this is life which most of the time betray me.

My first blog ever

Today, its August 26, 2008, Tuesday. Our semester final exam of Level 3, term 1 is just finished. I was planning to create my own blog for quite a long time but i don't know why it wasn't happening. But finally now i have created one, just for nothing really.. or may be for a lots of thing, who knows. Some times it really happens to all of us, we feel like we have something to share to somebody but quite a lots of people among us dont know who is that "somebody". i just created my blog, basically to own a blog of myself.. at this moment dont have much other reason..

Exam is finished. now quite a long vacation indeed. its about minimum of 1 month and it can be more!!! yes, it can be more due to the Holly month of Ramadan and Eid-Ul-Fiter. dont know yet how long the vacation will be or how long it will be for me. The exams was no good. The first exam, ELECTRICAL MACHINE -III, didnt go through upto my effort or my expectation. The next one was Digital Electronics - II was wasn's bad in deed.. Then comes the great LINEAR SYSTEMS, the one of the most toughest course in the 4 years of B. Sc in Electrical and Electronic Engineering.. the exam was horrible.. i really dont know what will happen there. Actually, anything can happen, literally ANYTHING. Another too shoking exam was the Magnetic Fields and Waves... it was a complete disaster. in the 3 hours of exam, i dont know how much time i had the pen in my hand, because i didnt know anything that appeared in the question paper!!! And whatever i learned, all i just forgot, seeing such a question.. I tried my level best to write whatever the answers i could, but i dont know how its gonna help.. I'm just praying to Almighty Allah, that i could PASS the exam, whatever the Grade is.. then it comes to todays exam, that is Accounting and Sociology, and i didnt gave a bad exam today... how lets see what happens...

a long vacation... hope the vacation will be long, cause if i fail in any subject, then i need to give clearence exam and dats a total disaster. Studying in the vacation and giving the exam again !!! Oh! God I couldnt just think of it. Please God, dont do it to me, please.. I have gone through this before so i know it very well how much bad it is.. So I m just praying to God, not to make that happen for me again... Please God, No, Please....

i m writing this blog, only for me. i dont think myself as that much popular or impotent to this planet, who's blog is gonna read by a lots of people.. so its just for me.. nothing else..

but if anyone out there is reading this, Please pray to Almighty God for me...

oh sorry, i forgot to introduce myself. I am Taneem Hasan. Student of Electrical and Electronic Engineering.. in Ahsanullah University of Science and Techonology, Dhaka. thats what my current identity is.. as just finished the semester final, i didnt mention the level and term as i dont know yet whether i m gonna get into 3-2 or not.. but lets hope for the best...

thats such a thing we all can do...